Have you ever had a Moment of Truth? You know, a moment when you realize your drug or alcohol use has gotten out of control. Maybe you totally freaked out. Or maybe you realized that you've become too relaxed about your drug use. Or perhaps you got yourself into a dangerous situation. Whatever it was, you can share your moment here.

Here's a list of Moments of Truth. They're visitor-submitted and posted automatically. Have you had one? Add it here.

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chronic 
pot is good for the soul
Posted 7/13/2004 1:41:00 AM
 

I blazed so much last year in school. The last few months of soph year, i smoked 3 times during school: before, brunch, lunch. (After school is another story altogether.) If they had a rally or an assembly or something I'd leave and smoke a bowl. Sometimes during the announcements on the intercom me and my friend would go smoke in the bathroom and everyone else in there would wonder what the smell was and the smoke coming out of our mouths was, or they would just laugh at us. So we laughed back because we were high. I won't get into my use of other substances here.And while drugs f*** you up, they have helped me out a lot. I would not have this many friends if i was straightedge. I would still be a loser and a nerd who kicked it with himself, and not a guy who got together with pals to smoke a bowl or drink some beers or do some lines. Yeah my grades dropped from perfect to about a D average.. heh.. but i dont care man. one time me and some friends were smoking in the park, and these little 3-year-olds on tricycles rode up and one of them yelled "POT IS GOOD FOR THE SOUL!" well its a solace from all the evils created by stupid and greedy people in this world. "peace"
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anerol 
I Am Scared
Posted 7/12/2004 7:35:00 PM
 

I found cocaine in my boyfriend's wallet. I dont know what to say or what to do because i am afraid of his reaction about me looking inside his wallet. I dont know if i should talk to him or somebody about this. i dont know if he is giong to tell me the truth or just say that it's his friends. I really dont know what to do. I am 4 years with him and i didnt notice this. i dont know if he recently started using drugs because i thought he was against it...
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motocrosschick13 
Drugs SUCK!
Posted 7/12/2004 5:27:00 PM
 

All people who do drugs really should stop -- its wrecking their whole life. They're also wrecking their friendships. And people who say marijuana isnt bad -- if you use it it is bad! so stop drinking and doing drugs!
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lil*angelic*Sam 
OMG -- Response to Posts
Posted 7/12/2004 4:23:00 PM
 

WOW i can't believe how stupid each and every single person that has ruined their lives with drugs is. I am absolutely disgusted with the kid who has been to over 25 schools and held back and he's only 16. I read almost every drug story and i almost passed out with fear. The shiver of fear a i got from the stories were so amazing and unexplainable. I am soo scared and i just hope that this never happens to me. One thing to say to the people that do drugs is .. SUCKS TO BE YOU!!
332
IrishFootball26 
Lies I Told Myself About Weed
Posted 7/12/2004 11:57:00 AM
 

I've been smoking weed for about a year now. I do it mostly because I'm chilling w/ people and I can. They never pressure me to do it. I guess I've got good friends for that. One time...my friend wanted to smoke in the woods before school. I decided "screw this" and left and went into school. I thought that I would never smoke again b/c I didn't that one time. I was kidding myself. I've smoked almost 3 grams since then; and that was only a few weeks ago. Part of me wants to stop smoking...but the rest of me wants to keep going. I always said that "I'm never going to become addicted." I guess i was just bull-s******* myself.
331
tecknicole 
Usually Starts With Pot
Posted 7/12/2004 8:54:00 AM
 

My 23 year old sister died from a heroin overdose in September of 2003. She started out by smoking pot and it progressed from there. She even admitted that pot was her gateway drug. Any drugs are bad for you.. check out Kyndall's journal and see inside her mind as to what a drug addict goes through.. http://www.inkyndallsname.org/kyndalls journals.htm
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Lilrossetti420 
You always think.."that will never happen to me"
Posted 7/11/2004 6:32:00 PM
 

I am 13 years old..ive done crack, marijuana, X, shrooms, acid..i first started out just smoking weed..i would do it all the time, after school before..evey weekend..Once i got some mad good weed..and since it was my friends birthday i decied to smoke it with her..we smoked it all..and i started freaking out..my whole body was numb -- it turns out my weed was laced with crack...after about 30 minutes of being scared i was gunna die the feeling went away...but after that day i just ketp thinking baout ohh ill just do crack a couple more times..but i kept doing it more and more..and started doing other drugs...i still use crack to this day but i dont do any other drugs anymore..and the only reason i dont get help is because im to embarrassed to tell my parents!
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darkprincess 
Nothing Really Big
Posted 7/11/2004 11:36:00 AM
 

I haven't really done any drugs before. I mean, they're certainly around but I've never actually had the urge. Except that night when I was out with my friends. We were in the middle of a softball feild and my friend decided to smoke a little weed. I'd never tried it before so I took one and smoked it. Then one turned to two, then three then four and before I knew it I had to go home. Mom and dad didn't actually know because I went to my room. But I got up the next morning and was so sick that I had to tell them. And I did. And...they laughed at me. I suppose it's alright to experiment, just not get into it. Well, that's what they said. I can say quite truthfully though, I never want to do any drugs ever again in my life.
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AllApologies423 
Guilt
Posted 7/11/2004 3:01:00 AM
 

So I tried pot for the first time about a month ago. I LOVED it. I smoked pot with these 2 guys I had just met and my best friend. I felt pretty stupid because I was the only who hadnt done it before. I only took 2 hits but I could feel it. Once I got back to my hotel...I felt pretty guilty. I've always been someone who hated drugs and everyone who did it and I just did it with 2 guys I'd known for 3 days. That guilt is what has kept me from doing it again.
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stinkyjimmy 
16 and Screwed Up
Posted 7/11/2004 1:54:00 AM
 

I turned 16 today, and when i looked back and reflected i realised how screwed up i am. for the past 3 years i've been smoking weed and doing mushrooms, for the past 2 years ive been doing cocaine and X, and for the last year or so ive been doing acid. for the past 5 and a half years i've been drinking, heavily. i need help and i realize that, but i wont lie when it starts, drugs are the funnest most coolest things in the world, and peers in school will say that they're cool, but they've never tried them, i was caught getting high skipping school in grade 7, i've been held back alot of grades. and i've been to over 25 schools. someone help. drugs are bad, alchohol is bad, and to all those who have stayed clean and perservered over drugs...i salute you!
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